Hi, my name is Kat, and I’m a Nicotine Addict

I did it…24 hours and counting with no cigarettes…that is the longest I have gone in my adult life without a smoke….some minutes were easy and some weren’t…I went to a Nicotine Anonymous meeting (yes, like AA, they actually have them for smokers now), had a root canal, went to the gym, did laundry, and dealt with two conflicting job offers and other assorted drama, and i feel like shit!!! I feel tired, sad, naseous, lonely, angry, ashamed, stupid, depressed and generally over-emotional and like a  big fat mess and like my whole life is falling upside down and i don’t know how to cope with ANYTHING….and like i am so very very alone….i’m going to NOT smoke and go to bed and hope i feel better tomorrow…